TIRED..

tired tired tired..
its almost been 3 weeks.. starting from 14/4 till 30/4..
i didnt get my off day..
when it comes to off day ..
suddenly feel very very very tired..

tot will be having a long n relax off day..
who knows my chef ask me..
chef : evelyn u wan money or not?
i : WANT!!
chef : then las 2 week ur off day counted as off day working..
i : oh k..

i always wanted off day working..
coz double pay ~~
but now i feel not that happy ..
coz i m really tired ..
tmr off day 1 day then start working again..
then donno when got off again..
coz got staff balik kampong..

orz orz..
but i still wanna working..
coz if i don work.. i will keep on eating..
then grow fats again..


thank god ..
suffer more money comes....

its 1 :35 am..
feeling sleepy ..
tmr morning going out ..=)
long long time didnt hang out with ma frenz liao..
kinda miss them..


avalanheb3

end of april

hard , TIRED TO MAX april..
3 weeks no off day..
bcoz no enuff staff..
finally can get my off day on friday till monday..
relaxx..!!
FINALLY..~~~

can get rid of all the nonsense at work..
after monday.. hope everything back to normal..

next month should be a tough n tired month too..
surely no off days for 2 weeks..
this time sure got off day working..
i want it off day working , overtime..
i WANT I WANT !!

its 2am.. i m still listening to music.. typing tis blog..
tmr got work..ciao ~
good night ..


avalanheb3

8th days

morning u walk far away from me when i was blocking ur way..
night u stand infront n beside me..not more than 50cm..
while i was seeking watching u , u look at me..
or some other time u r looking at me but i m not looking at u ..
what that mean ?


can we tok back..
can we be sista again..
in my heart , u r owed my sista..
don be mad at me liao..plzplz..


tmr u al n off day..2 days..
then after that i off day 4 days..
6 days we wont be meeting each other..
hope n pray n beg god god bless..
hope after 6 days.. everything will be back to normal..
or i can say.. hope u r nt that angry with me..
that all..


thank u god !!

想太多..

是你想太多
我根本没有想帮你..
是你自己自以为是..
为什么你要想这么多..

真拿你没办法..
只好由你去吧..

错了

我真的错了
不想在这样下去了
我真的累了
一却都回到从前
好吗?


我们真的完了吗?
我犯了不该犯的错
请你原谅我的错过

原谅我 对不起~~

tired of everyting ..

ok , fine..
u don wan to tok with me..
still angry with me.. ok fine..
so don blame me ..
if 1 day .. u come n tok to me..
don blame that i don tok to u ..

coz times flies..
everything changes..
mb i wont tok to u anymore..
anything will be different..

15 yrs old ..20 yrs old..30 yrs old.. so what ?
cant drink ? cant do anything i want ?
y u wanna care bout me ?
my parent wont care , y u wan to care ?
tie me with rope lo..24hr can look after me..
can know everything i do..

everyone told me not to put in the heart..
but i am stupid , dumb ..
i care lotsss..
still got lots of ppl ut ther care n love me..
not only U..
y i wan to care ?/ y ?
i m really stupid stupid stupid..~~

i ordy apologizee...
what u wan me to do again ???
WHAT WHAT WHAT !!
TELL ME TELL ME !!!



omg ! damm it ~~
really hope thing pass asap..


avalanheb3

完了

完了

词:avalan
送给坏人..


对你的爱没了
连朋友都没了
话都不讲了
我们之间完了

我是傻瓜
你是大小姐小气鬼
每次伤了我的心
我都不怪你
我的心一次一次的被你刺伤
流下满满的伤痕
你却没有来安慰我

我是小孩
你是大小姐发脾气
每次伤了我的心爱
我都不怪你
我的心又被你再次的刺伤
流下满满的伤痕
你对我说话更残忍

闭上眼睛
眼泪就不知觉的流了下来
睁开眼睛
你已不在我身边

曾经很喜欢过..
你对我作的一切我都欣慰了..
我对你依然抱着做朋友的心态..



avalanheb3

april part 2

trying to reject
trying to escape
all the feeling from u

u always scold me for no reason..
all the thing i do ,it all bcz of u ..
y u don understand ..
i m the one 1 treating u good..and u keep on scolding me ..
the one who treat u good , u don wanna accept..
keep on ur big sister temper.. see who like u ..
ppl who like u , care bout u .. bcoz of ur big bad temper..
ppl start to dislike u ..
even me also cant affrod it..
i m nt a ppl easy to angry 1.. u make me until my maximum point already..

if i don tok to u ..
i think u don have frenz anymore..u know !
i start toking ur bad thing at the back of u to everyone..
everyne also start toking ur bad thing..
u know ?
if i don say ur bad thing i think everyone will just keep quiet..


u take care la..
my las decision is i will not tok u unless u come n tok with me..

ok ?


avalanheb3

april

my 1st salary ..1st pay day ~!
but sadness is half of the pay day have to pay to company ..ORZ..
coz of some over paid allowance on last yr dec..damm it lo.. stupid finance dept..

missing somebody ..
when u not around , i really donno what i m doing..
like the spirit out of my body..
working also no mood ..
i have ur virus now.. but i wanna let it go..
but how.. since we always meet each other..

go away from meeee!!!


the last day of my 19th yrs old..writing this blog..
left nt more than 9 hrs..

the beginning of no.2 in my life..
20 yrs old..
what have i got..nth
no car , no money , no soulmate..
what i want ..
new cell phone !! new pc !! new labtop ..new camera..!!
can i say i need everything..
without money .. cant live..!
money cant buy love , that is the only thing that can make me live until now..
if i don love or likes anyone.. then the meaning of living also no use ..
love motivate me t continue living.... haha..

gambateh on working..
love throw behind 1st ..
promise god what u promise !!


avalanheb3