25/2/09 ---end of feb , begining of march

end of feb ..
i name it as end of freedom ..
y ?
i have been resting at home from jan till feb..
if i keep on staying at home , mb i will gets more fat..
2 months of resting..
christmas , new yr , chinese new yr , valentine ..
3 time vacation to kl ~
its really a nice long holiday for me..
time flies.. hapiness are just here before..
hard time comes after hapiness..

beginning of march
i name it as beginning of my career..beginning of ma own life !
do the thing that i wanna do ..
trying to concentrate what i have choosen ..
packing all my stuff,heading to my journey my dream~
a long n narrow high way for me..
its a really tough and far ..
no one is with me.. alone ~
bcoz i m the only one can do it , without others helping..
[ if u think u can , u can ]
there no u-turn no parking ..
i donno it took how many days , how many hrs to reach my destination..

where ? taiwan !!
i m coming ~~~!!

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to S.H.E
25/2/09
[我距離妳們越來越近,妳們卻離我越來越遠]

middle of feb

its been a while , i didnt update my blog..
11 to 17 having a vacation trip to kl ..
so didnt have the chance to write my blog..

its a interesting trip n sad trip too..
in this trip i know more about my friends ..
coz we didnt live with each other before so we donno how each other attitude ..
they didnt care what others feel, they only know thier things are important ..
i dont really get angry easily..but that make me so angry ..
i don wan to get a fight ..
don wan to lose my very best friend..

everynight sleep at 4am 5am..coz play mahjong..
or should i say we sleep everymorning ..
so hot , cant even get a nice sleep.. haha~~!
but no choice..

do lots of interesting thing at kl..
go to pub.. 1st time of my life..coz i m 20 yrs old..
illegal to drink n drive..
haha.. drive still haven..gonna get it soon..

then go ktv..its my 4rd time..
expensive to max..
bcoz its valentine eve..
eat buffer..
its nt really hyper..
bcoz all guy sing english songs...
i m nt good at it..
when i sing chinese song.. the guys r boring..

sunway lagoon..
become black..hate it..
i took 2yrs to make my leg bcome fair..
and then go sunway laggon took 2 hrs only.. my leg bcome black again..

1st time go kl pasar malam..
same thing like brunei..
but more interesting...
brunei sold same food but different stall..
kl is all different food at different stall..
and its not smokey ..brunei smoke everywhere..
that y i prefer kl ...


18- 22
the las day at kl , i m getting sick..
until today 22..
gettng more worst n bette worst better..
sore throat , cough , flu ..

hoping my sick getting well asap..


while back to brunei .. the next day get to intervew at empire hotel..
omg .. really no preparation..
still donno it is a right decision..
where is my future..
gonna find out what i really want to do..
my mind now other than cooking ..
but i just haven find it..
or just my interest is online online.. s.h.e .s.h.e ~
that it..
my life cant live without s.h.e ..
really hope that i can get a job that can get more closer than them..
but its not going to happen ..

where is my future ??


friday bad news..
hebe gonna release her own album..
ridiculous..so sudden..
i donno if i m going to support or what//
coz i know it will let hebe bcome more independence n confidence for her carrer..
but she can ?/
that the thing i m worried about !




cousin gathering on saturday..
coz she eng n sze shih going back to melburne soon..
sadness.. donno when we gonna meet each other again..
next yr or next next yr..
i could be.. who knows..




sunday night sze shih hse BBq ~
a horrible n terrible BBq in our life time..
the food cant even eat..
coz all bcome dead ..haha.. i mean black ..
i never seen a fire like this huge bfore..




help me god !
guide me ~~!

7/2/09- 8/2/09

7/2/08
celebrate she eng birthday ..
we order bouncer..
omg its was really fun , so excited..
start playing from 6 pm till 10 pm.. we r crazy..
the bouncer was a tsunami bouncer..
and we invited the japan famous group news for she eng birthday ..
that is me , chin , yng and swian..
haha.. we don even know how to sing their song n the group member name..
simply sing n dance.. hahah... but she eng don even see... ( get a life she eng ) ..hahaha
we also invited a bouncer expert..
that is suki(swian)... she show us lots of style sliding down ..
the tsunami of the day is she eng.. her splash is the biggest..u cant believe..
we call her tsunami no.1 ,
tsunami no.2 is me.. hahah~
then no.3 is suki~..

some ppl are happy some ppl sad.. bcoz getting injurt while having fun..
but its not big problem.. jus cuts everywher on hand's ankle and black green on knee...
she eng falls form the top of the stairs of bouncer when she getting up ..
bcoz suki put shampoo on the stairs ..
kelian~haha..

its really fun with shampoo it slide even more faster..
our hse shampoo almost finish by suki.. hahaha
then the water are full of shampoo..
who drink the water mb will get food poison..(touch wood)
full of shampoo in ur stomach ~~

10 30 the bouncer owner comes n collect..
all of us went to bath ..
after bath ..we waits for she eng to come
giving her a surprise..
we bought a cake for her..
after singing birthday songs , cutting n eating cakes..

we start playing games , playing cards , drinking beers..
until 2 o clock..


8/2/08
omg ... i don even wan to wake up..
my body feel so weak ..lack of battery..
1 oclock met at chms..
she eng car key drop into the bonnet..
luckily they got spare key..
if nt she eng's car have to sleep overnite at chms..
seeing siew ling dancing n lion dance perfomance..
saw a lots of "pretty" girl.. that y we cant stop toking about them..
this yr lion dance not bad see..

4 oclock ..lion dance finish..
we go to mall..
booking ticket watch ink heart
then we all so hungry ..
went to swensen eat dinner around 5 30..hahah..( so early)
watching ink heart ..
so boring at first.. so sleepy so i fall asleep about 5 mins..
then wake up see until the end..

10 go dynasty met ah shua n ah nyen ..
go temple pai pai ~
until 11 30 went back home..

snowy been lock downstairs..
all her body r so smelly.. smells like shit..
i donno wher the hell she went to..
and which noob let her go down and close the door somemore..
clap my hands 100 time..
then last last i have to bath snowy..


really so tired..

wednesday going to kl.. excited..
hope i don waste lots of money~~

26/1/09-3/2/09

26/1/09
happy cny ..
gong hei fatt choi..
1st day of new year..
wearing dress n lagingg.... and half long hair..
1st time cny i wear like tis ..
hahaha.. no la..
almos 5 yrs didnt wear skirt..
not that biasa..

afternoon go big aunt hse..
all cousin gather ther.. then take pic n gossip ..haha

then night go grandma hse ..
gamble gamble..
come back home.. gamble again..

27/1/09
2nd day ..
wearing dress n lagingg also,,
hahaa...donno wear what...no other thing to wear liao..

go annie aunt hse..
all cousin ther too..
i go ther bcome the cook ther..
coz no ah ma.. so we help my aunt..
my father , mom n swian mum help too..
real fun ..

around 3pm met angie at her anutie hse..
take my watch from her..
thankzz a lot.. still got angpao.. nt bad ..ahahah~!!
angie good girl.. a very very good frenz..
really thank god for me to letting know her..

after that at night of nanny grandma hse..
gamble.. gamble..
went back home continue gamble again..
hahah...
cny sure must gamble.. if nt really bored..


28/1/09
3rd day ..

frenz gathering.. go everyone hse painian..
11:00 am .. my hse the 1st station..1st round gamble
1 pm 2nd station ah yong hse.. 2nd round gamble...
3 30pm 3rd station ah chai hse.. got lion dance but we miss it..
4 40 pm yying hse 4th station ...3rd round gamble.. llose around $15..
7:00pm my grandma hse 5th station..4th round gamble..
haha... the whole day gamble gamble...

crazy bout gamble...!!


29/1/09

4th day..
the whole day stay at home until night time baru go grandma hse..
gamble gamble.. .wakakaka

then late night come back.. gamble again~~
hohohohoh


30/1/09

5th day..

donno what i am doing actually..
all i know everyday i wake up is gamble gamble ..
rummy... mahjong.. angpao .. money..
hahahah...

31/1/09

6th day ..



1/2/09
beach
12 go muara beach..
gamble..


2/2/09
wake up.. omg.. my whole body so pain.. muscle pain..
with sze shih , she eng.. go bank ..go huaho ..
then meet ying dih .eat kokoberry... watch movie..
go xiao san hse..
then come back home gamble..
lose $40 .thank god...

3/2/09