middle of feb

its been a while , i didnt update my blog..
11 to 17 having a vacation trip to kl ..
so didnt have the chance to write my blog..

its a interesting trip n sad trip too..
in this trip i know more about my friends ..
coz we didnt live with each other before so we donno how each other attitude ..
they didnt care what others feel, they only know thier things are important ..
i dont really get angry easily..but that make me so angry ..
i don wan to get a fight ..
don wan to lose my very best friend..

everynight sleep at 4am 5am..coz play mahjong..
or should i say we sleep everymorning ..
so hot , cant even get a nice sleep.. haha~~!
but no choice..

do lots of interesting thing at kl..
go to pub.. 1st time of my life..coz i m 20 yrs old..
illegal to drink n drive..
haha.. drive still haven..gonna get it soon..

then go ktv..its my 4rd time..
expensive to max..
bcoz its valentine eve..
eat buffer..
its nt really hyper..
bcoz all guy sing english songs...
i m nt good at it..
when i sing chinese song.. the guys r boring..

sunway lagoon..
become black..hate it..
i took 2yrs to make my leg bcome fair..
and then go sunway laggon took 2 hrs only.. my leg bcome black again..

1st time go kl pasar malam..
same thing like brunei..
but more interesting...
brunei sold same food but different stall..
kl is all different food at different stall..
and its not smokey ..brunei smoke everywhere..
that y i prefer kl ...


18- 22
the las day at kl , i m getting sick..
until today 22..
gettng more worst n bette worst better..
sore throat , cough , flu ..

hoping my sick getting well asap..


while back to brunei .. the next day get to intervew at empire hotel..
omg .. really no preparation..
still donno it is a right decision..
where is my future..
gonna find out what i really want to do..
my mind now other than cooking ..
but i just haven find it..
or just my interest is online online.. s.h.e .s.h.e ~
that it..
my life cant live without s.h.e ..
really hope that i can get a job that can get more closer than them..
but its not going to happen ..

where is my future ??


friday bad news..
hebe gonna release her own album..
ridiculous..so sudden..
i donno if i m going to support or what//
coz i know it will let hebe bcome more independence n confidence for her carrer..
but she can ?/
that the thing i m worried about !




cousin gathering on saturday..
coz she eng n sze shih going back to melburne soon..
sadness.. donno when we gonna meet each other again..
next yr or next next yr..
i could be.. who knows..




sunday night sze shih hse BBq ~
a horrible n terrible BBq in our life time..
the food cant even eat..
coz all bcome dead ..haha.. i mean black ..
i never seen a fire like this huge bfore..




help me god !
guide me ~~!